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How is it possible that Wicked applies to fucking everything? Seriously.
Arg. It's 1:30. I'm home, awake and bored.
I honestly feel like I'm fucking up so many people's lives right now. By so many I mean like, four people's, but still. I'm not feeling good about it. Today for a few hours I felt about two inches tall. Not cool. But neither was I, so it was well deserved I guess. Everytime things get better, they get worse. I think it would be cool as shit if my back would stop oooooozing. Don't you think so?
My internet connection sucks right now. It's not making me a happy camper. No, siree. I've come to realize, again, that there are lots of things that I don't like about myself. Some are stupid girly things. Others are bigger, but the problem is that it doesn't even matter to me that I don't like these parts of who I am. Which means I have no desire to change anything.
I'm cold as shit right now. Stupid heatwaves. I finally get used to the temperature and then it changes drastically. Ay caramba.
I have Sublime stuck in my head, and I'm cool with that.
Also! Anthony Scott is going to Loyola. I'm so excited. I told him he has to be my friend. He better. :-P
I want to be a better person. I want to not fuck up so much. I want my brain and my memory to just lay off for a few days. I only have like 5 shifts left until I leave. I am going to miss certain work people so much. It's pretty ridiculous. I haven't seen Erik in forever and that is really sad. I'm also going to miss Ryan a lot. And Katy O. And everyone. I'm sure I'll get over it after calling the P12 excessively for a few days.
Kay. Let's read a book.
Arg. It's 1:30. I'm home, awake and bored.
I honestly feel like I'm fucking up so many people's lives right now. By so many I mean like, four people's, but still. I'm not feeling good about it. Today for a few hours I felt about two inches tall. Not cool. But neither was I, so it was well deserved I guess. Everytime things get better, they get worse. I think it would be cool as shit if my back would stop oooooozing. Don't you think so?
My internet connection sucks right now. It's not making me a happy camper. No, siree. I've come to realize, again, that there are lots of things that I don't like about myself. Some are stupid girly things. Others are bigger, but the problem is that it doesn't even matter to me that I don't like these parts of who I am. Which means I have no desire to change anything.
I'm cold as shit right now. Stupid heatwaves. I finally get used to the temperature and then it changes drastically. Ay caramba.
I have Sublime stuck in my head, and I'm cool with that.
Also! Anthony Scott is going to Loyola. I'm so excited. I told him he has to be my friend. He better. :-P
I want to be a better person. I want to not fuck up so much. I want my brain and my memory to just lay off for a few days. I only have like 5 shifts left until I leave. I am going to miss certain work people so much. It's pretty ridiculous. I haven't seen Erik in forever and that is really sad. I'm also going to miss Ryan a lot. And Katy O. And everyone. I'm sure I'll get over it after calling the P12 excessively for a few days.
Kay. Let's read a book.