May 22, 2006 14:29
I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling. It's a bad thing. I'm so fucking frustrated with everything. It's getting really really hard to handle. I really am at a loss for words and ideas of any sort. Lily is the best. I really really really do not wany my family to come tomorrow. I have to take my aunt and uncle out for breakfast wednesday. Mind you, I don't ever remember having a full conversation with either of them about anything of importance ever. How awkward will that be? I really don't know how/if I'm going to make it to the end of the week.
"Sometimes I feel my life is all in vain
Maybe it's time for me to pack it in
Maybe it's time for me to track it in
Maybe it's time for me to throw...
I've got a good mind to throw it all away
Throw it all away
Throw it all away
After all, what is it worth?"
[Edit: PS- Today was a beautiful day. Falling down on my driveway might have been the best thing to happen to me all day.]