WTS life cheap
Well, yeah, life's been interesting. It's gone from having no one wanting to be with me, and me just craving attention and affection from one person, to having 2 people wanting to be with me, and me still craving attention and affection from that same person. All in the space of 2 weeks * facepalms * why doesn't this stuff happen when i really want someone to like me. Maybe with a bit of work something might come out of all of this.
I did learn of a goodwill downtown that has cheap computer stuff. So i'm going to go there sometime and pick up some stuff i've wanted. I'm thinking like a scanner, a tablet if i can find one, and maybe a cheap laptop that i can use at school. If i can do that, i might keep electronic notebooks instead of paper ones. Or just type notes and print them later or something... or you know, just something to kill time with.
On a sidenote, last night when i was lying just ready to fall asleep, i kinda felt like i didn't really want a mate, like maybe just what i want is someone that likes me and will give me some attention. I don't really know. It's just frusterating not having anyone to be with, or call my own, or that when i'm feeling bad i can just sit with and cuddle, and let all my troubles float away. A plushie wolf doesn't really work the best for that. Although i do love hugging him.
Also school is starting soon... on tuesday to be exact... and i'm not looking forward to it... i'd rather be in college this year. And yeah... other than that i don't really have too much else to say.