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wait, not wait, wait, not wait......not wait.......
could had done it better? perhaps, perhaps not.....
but now there is no turning back.....and now I must do what I can to carry the burden I fear I have created, though I fear I can do little, but what little I should try.
fight, fight, fight......for I can not be happy, knowing that I'm not sad, because I choiced not to fight or try for other.
Remember to kick my arse, if I ever stop being able to feel like this.
I'm being too melodramatic...aren't I?
ah well, needed to get it out, to hack if I'm doing it like this then.
and for those who might, do not wish me luck or root for me, save it for somebody else.....I can carry it, now that it's out.
could had done it better? perhaps, perhaps not.....
but now there is no turning back.....and now I must do what I can to carry the burden I fear I have created, though I fear I can do little, but what little I should try.
fight, fight, fight......for I can not be happy, knowing that I'm not sad, because I choiced not to fight or try for other.
Remember to kick my arse, if I ever stop being able to feel like this.
I'm being too melodramatic...aren't I?
ah well, needed to get it out, to hack if I'm doing it like this then.
and for those who might, do not wish me luck or root for me, save it for somebody else.....I can carry it, now that it's out.