hmmm...
So I asked my TKD instructor... "After watching me for the past few months, and getting to know me, what would you suggest I try and improve on before my Temp-black belt test and ultimately my black belt test?" He pulled back a bit, gave me an intense look for a second as he was thinking about it, then looked at me as the critique came to his head... He said "Relax” smiled, and gathered his stuff as I stood there evaluating what he had just said... I think he's very right, I try and be relaxed and laid back most of the time, but there are a lot of things I get really up-tight about, especially lately, the stress has been killing me, There have been a lot of influences telling me to just relax lately, and those influences I respect ALOT... So I think I'll start trying to relax a lot more, it will be much easier on me in the long run...
In other news... I'm lonely... Everyone went home for Easter and I had to stay down here to work on my research paper, because GOD KNOWS that I wouldn't do anything if I went home this weekend... Kind of like what I'm doing right now, only I'm a lot more depressed right now... hmmm... /thinks about going home then discards the Idea... Maybe I'll eventually get to my assignment... One can only hope, the internet get's boring after a while, and I have no cable TV... Speaking of which, Last night I watched the Sakura Diaries... All of them... and was very lost at the ending... It just did this montage of little things and then it was over, I walked away feeling even more depressed than I had begun... I don't know what happened!! Did they get together in the end?!?! GAH why did the makers of this anime do this to me!!! So yeah, anyway... I should probably get to my assignment... I think I've run out of distractions... There is cleaning the apartment... hmmm... research work, or work... GAH!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!
In other news... I'm lonely... Everyone went home for Easter and I had to stay down here to work on my research paper, because GOD KNOWS that I wouldn't do anything if I went home this weekend... Kind of like what I'm doing right now, only I'm a lot more depressed right now... hmmm... /thinks about going home then discards the Idea... Maybe I'll eventually get to my assignment... One can only hope, the internet get's boring after a while, and I have no cable TV... Speaking of which, Last night I watched the Sakura Diaries... All of them... and was very lost at the ending... It just did this montage of little things and then it was over, I walked away feeling even more depressed than I had begun... I don't know what happened!! Did they get together in the end?!?! GAH why did the makers of this anime do this to me!!! So yeah, anyway... I should probably get to my assignment... I think I've run out of distractions... There is cleaning the apartment... hmmm... research work, or work... GAH!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!