Aug 10, 2004 19:07
a beautiful day, beyond belief, but when i left this day in my life, i left with a heavy heart and many things racing through my head that would be difficult for me to confess to anyone....
i have already had many confessions today, some to andrew and some to stevie...all i told to both of them has potential to destroy me, if the info comes out before the neccessary time
today i realized i am tired, so unbelievably tired but there is no rest for the weary
what i also realized was i misse one of the key parts of metamorphasis when i talked about it earlier
the cocoon
i forgot i need to rest and that is what i need
if your actually reading this and it doesn't make any sense don't worry bc its not supposed too...it doesn't even make sense to me so i don't know why i am actually goig to enter it....i should just erase it
fuck it