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There comes a point in preparing for a trip when complete denial is the only means of coping with reality. I can't believe I'm leaving for Russia in four days... and actually leaving home in just over a day. Just the thought of going to the airport makes my stomach tighten up in little knots and flutterflies. After all these years of waiting to go to Russia, it seems like an impossible dream coming true-- part of me fears that it can't really be happening, while another part of me fears I'll be disappointed.
Ok. Somebody is overthinking things. See, this is why I force myself to go on autopilot following packing lists and cooking food for friends and family. Reality is just too much too deal with!
See you in NY, hopefully with more sane and sage thoughts to share.
Ok. Somebody is overthinking things. See, this is why I force myself to go on autopilot following packing lists and cooking food for friends and family. Reality is just too much too deal with!
See you in NY, hopefully with more sane and sage thoughts to share.