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Aug 24, 2006 11:14

Ever feel like you’re friends with everyone but not really that close to anyone? Like when you come home, there’s no one that calls to see how you’re doing just coz they want to? I feel like I make calls like that, but I never get it in return. Thinking about it really knocks me a few rungs down the ladder of self-esteem.

That’s my self-pitying thought for the day. I’m just feeling really insecure about myself these days - I’m gaining weight, feeling really tired & stressed out coz of all the changes. It’s like when I get home at 6, I only have about 3 hours to do anything before it’s time to wind down for the day & get to Aramis’s “bed-time business”. And then it repeats all over again the next day.

And I REALLY want my iPod now. It's been lost for almost 2 months. I want to play "Try Again" by Westlife & cry.
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