Down and out

[tikosis]

http://www.buddyprofile.com/viewprofile.php?pagetype=1&page=6&u=undagroundshero&username=undagroundshero u ever feel like everything sux, i mean i commited a sin , and paid a consequence one that i hate , and i jus say screw this , i might as well sin more.........but i wont.....im srry God , this only goes to show im not perfect, i make mistakes, and those sins have consequences.....sux really . And i can walk away from this and find quick temporary releif if i wanted to whether it be hanging out with a girl or jus drowning myself in freinds, or movies or depression. But i wont , and im trying hard not to . Im not running to anybody for comfort , just God , hes first, not my freinds, not girls, not cigs or food, and not Gretchen , its almost 2 , I slept most of the da y, time do stuff,

left your arms, no turning back.
I chose this lonely, lonely road.
I'm on my way.
I don't need you.
A self sufficient superstar.
I'm losing faith.
How I miss home.
This life is costing me my own.
What can I do?
Where can I run?