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I had a dream last night that has caused my jaw a good deal of pain today due to clenching. Austin had to go to a campus in another town for some intern thing. I was ok enough with this since we could still talk a bunch online. So, for some I'm using my Xbox as a computer and talking to Austin on MSN messenger. As we're chatting I'm fiddling about with the other things on the xbox and Austin's webcam comes on my screen, revealing that a woman is sitting beside him in only a shirt and Whinnie the Pooh underwear.
Startled, I stare for a bit, and then text Austin's cell phone, "Nice Whinnie the Pooh underwear". Suddenly I can hear them talking in the next room, the woman is annoyed with my comment and saying that I'm trying to control her.
I walk to the next room and shamefully try to explain that I'm not trying to control her, but I would be much more comfortable if she would wear pants around my husband. I have no idea who this woman is or why she's with Austin, but apparently I owe her an apology for wanting her to wear pants.
The whole dream Austin is acting oblivious, making me think he's not cheating but she's really trying to steal him from me. She leaves me a note with the most awful grammar in the world that I spend a good chunk of dream time trying to decipher. I gather from it that she is going to seduce Austin and they'll live happily far away from me with their 8 month old son. This confuses me, because not only has Austin not been gone for 8 months, he was constantly with me 9 months prior to that. But I am dreaming, so I more or less accept this logic and think maybe she's lying.
I show Austin the note and he looks at it for a long time, shrugging it off. Then I'm on the campus, walking around, looking for him. I see him and start walking faster to catch up to him.
A big smile appears on his face as the other woman approaches him first. Determined not to let her get him alone, I try to catch up to them before they get to the locked Dorm building, and WAKE UP.
When I woke up my jaw was in a good deal of pain, as well as my head, and I felt sick to my stomach. I looked over at Austin's sleeping face, cuddled up to him, and felt happy knowing he would never hurt me that way.
Anyways, hoping to get a hold of my doctor today and find out if I can return to work next week. We're quite sore in the money department, especially with plans to have a fence installed this month. I'm not really looking forward to going back to Blackhawk with how much they're changing, but it'll be nice to be out amoungst familiar faces again.
Also, according to my scale, I have gained 15 pounds since I last checked less than a month ago. My pants are being held up by my thighs. It's strange to think that I'm actually back to my high school/college weight.
Startled, I stare for a bit, and then text Austin's cell phone, "Nice Whinnie the Pooh underwear". Suddenly I can hear them talking in the next room, the woman is annoyed with my comment and saying that I'm trying to control her.
I walk to the next room and shamefully try to explain that I'm not trying to control her, but I would be much more comfortable if she would wear pants around my husband. I have no idea who this woman is or why she's with Austin, but apparently I owe her an apology for wanting her to wear pants.
The whole dream Austin is acting oblivious, making me think he's not cheating but she's really trying to steal him from me. She leaves me a note with the most awful grammar in the world that I spend a good chunk of dream time trying to decipher. I gather from it that she is going to seduce Austin and they'll live happily far away from me with their 8 month old son. This confuses me, because not only has Austin not been gone for 8 months, he was constantly with me 9 months prior to that. But I am dreaming, so I more or less accept this logic and think maybe she's lying.
I show Austin the note and he looks at it for a long time, shrugging it off. Then I'm on the campus, walking around, looking for him. I see him and start walking faster to catch up to him.
A big smile appears on his face as the other woman approaches him first. Determined not to let her get him alone, I try to catch up to them before they get to the locked Dorm building, and WAKE UP.
When I woke up my jaw was in a good deal of pain, as well as my head, and I felt sick to my stomach. I looked over at Austin's sleeping face, cuddled up to him, and felt happy knowing he would never hurt me that way.
Anyways, hoping to get a hold of my doctor today and find out if I can return to work next week. We're quite sore in the money department, especially with plans to have a fence installed this month. I'm not really looking forward to going back to Blackhawk with how much they're changing, but it'll be nice to be out amoungst familiar faces again.
Also, according to my scale, I have gained 15 pounds since I last checked less than a month ago. My pants are being held up by my thighs. It's strange to think that I'm actually back to my high school/college weight.