My fucking day
ok let me run through my day with everyone becasue i havn't really had a long update in a while. ok first of all i went on a trail ride with lily today. it was awsome we were galloping everywhere. in the feilds on the cross country tracks, everywhere. it was awsome. we took out Kara and Roca. they were great. When we were comoing back to the barn we went through the feild and we were cantering down towards the tron soccor feilds when all of a sudden i saw somehting weird in the grass. It was really tall grass but right before i stepped on whatever it was I noticed it was a blanket and there was a girl and a guy with his shirt off just lying there. I swear to god if I hadn't swerved I would have trampled them. It was funny though I was just like "oh god those are people" and swerved to the right. Lily knew them too it was hilarious. But seriously that was a perfect idea. the grass was so tall we never even saw them and no one really goes by there (except for the odd horseback rider) they were really smart to have chosen that spot. so if anyone is thinking of going there bring a blanket but don't do it on tuesday afternoons or saturday mornings as we now know. after that I had my last radio show with rachel. Liz came and that was cool, then cris and engel came and I really wish they hadn't cris was being a jackass and acting stupid and critisizing music that we played and kept wanting to play his stuff and engel was better but still kinda the same way. it was really a crappy way to end the show and really made me pissed. Anyway after the show I was going to go with rachel to the bank and get money because her liz me and engel were going to go see shrek 2. well at the very end of the show Tim called and said he was gonna drive up. That would have been cool i would have met him and he would have walked to the bank with us. well unfortunetly he was late so i had to go to the bank by myself becasue rachel really wanted to see him. Well that in the end fucked up my plans for the night. but i will getto that. SO i walked to the bank. I saw Sam Amanda and Linda on the way htere. they were going to the brige suposedly Amanda and Linda were gonna jump off. Sam had yesterday. I wonder if they did. I would have gone to see them before i went back to gould but thought i wouln'd have had time/. Anyway I was walking along to the bank with my head down and thinking about stuff. I looked up and was at the Elementary school. It was so weird I couldn't beleive I had fucking passed it. it was the stupidest thing ever but really funny. So i back track got money for the taxi and movie and headed back. Well of course it turns out that I could have gone to see Linda and Amanda jump becasue when I got back to Gould no one was there. I went down to tracy to see if they were waiting for me there but they wern't. I went back to gould called everyones rooms. no one was there. finally julian tells me that rachel says to sprint down there. I do.But everyoen left. THEY FUCKING LEFT WITHOUT ME!!! God fucking damn I was so fucking pissed. They did the same thing in the fall when we were going to go see Scary Movie 3. God fucking damn it! they couldn't wait for me before they called the fucking cab. They didn't even swis me or leave a voice mail or anything. FUCK THEM! God damn it guys if your gonna fucking leave me behind don't fucking tell me to go fucking walk to town to fucking get money to fucking pay for your fucking taxi you fucking sons of bitches. GOD DAMN IT! SO I called ace cab thinking maybe i could still see the movie. they said 20 minutes when i called. 30 minutes paces and I am still fucking waiting outside of fucking tracy. SO THANX FUCKING ALOT! well then the greenfeild bus came by and I was contemplating getting one but figured by the time it got there the movie would be mostly over. But luckily Liza came off the bus and we hung out and actually had a good time. We found elonor and the tree of us watched Mirical which liza had just bought at greenfeild and we watched it in the east gould lounge and ordered from China gourme. it was a good time. we were all cheering at the screen and laughing and lying on top of each other. It was reall fun actually. so i hope you ghuys had a fucking good time at you movie and I hope you had a fucking hard time scronging for cash you mother fucking ass holes. i have to say i was really kinda hopping (i know it sounds bad) that you wouldn't have enough money to get back. WOw i know i sound bitchy and pissed but god damn I fucking am. I mean i had a good time in the end but the fact that my friends would just leave me really pisses me off and kinda makes me wonder about certain stuff. On theplus side my new gould sweat shirt is really nice. i like it. Oh and sally I am sorry i missed you yesterday and the same thing goes if oyu called today. I wasn't in my room at all. I am sorry if you want you can call tonight i am free and don't think i will do any work. That is for tomorrow. working all day becasue i didn't do any tonight. I know that is really bad but it was emotionaL STRESS. i'm sorry. Anyway that is my venting for now. I might do some more later. bye