ho hum
sigh
well today was pretyt boring
nothng too exciting happened
even pe with nadine, which is one of my favorite parts of the week (shut up all of ye) was pretty bad. i didn't get my tred mill and i hate that damn stair stepper
i realized today that if i don;t get some kind of action soon i am kinda fucking burst. or lash out in some form of rape or something
no joke.
people complain about going for spurts of a few months of weeks or days or even hours, but i would like all of you to know that i haven't had any action in alll my my sixteen years on this earth. no sex, head, pus, tongue, hand, or lip action EVER. and lets just say all those years of pent up hormones are really taking a tole. god you know it;s bad when your legs keep twitching and you can just feel and anticapate the soft, sweet feel of someone elses lips on your own but the feeling never comes. IT SUX. it doesn't help that all my friends are fucking hot (sorry guys but it's true) *sigh*. I spent so much time lookign for something so special and all i really want to do is find a hook up buddy. half my brain keeps telling me "wait, don;t rush casue when you do get it it will be special and magic and feel apsolutley perfect."? then the other half says "Just find some random person and tongue 'em, just kiss and run, it's easy as pie." you know david even said i should ask shaina to do it. haha i'm sure amanda is convulsing now. i just don;t know anymore. i almost feel as though the longing and the want is worse then the regret of not having it be special.
You know what m,ade me think of all this? Amanda and i were joking and she said that i was attracted to anything that two legs and boobs. lol don;t get upset amanda i did and still do take it as a joke so donlt think i was upset. infact i realized that you are apsolutly right. but i was never like that before. funny how in the past summer/year i just got one hormone to many. well i'm sure your all sick of me ranting.
tomorrow is parent sday and my mommy and kates mommy and sams mommy and amandas mommy are all gonna hang and be tight. maybe lauren will rub of on evelyn
well today was pretyt boring
nothng too exciting happened
even pe with nadine, which is one of my favorite parts of the week (shut up all of ye) was pretty bad. i didn't get my tred mill and i hate that damn stair stepper
i realized today that if i don;t get some kind of action soon i am kinda fucking burst. or lash out in some form of rape or something
no joke.
people complain about going for spurts of a few months of weeks or days or even hours, but i would like all of you to know that i haven't had any action in alll my my sixteen years on this earth. no sex, head, pus, tongue, hand, or lip action EVER. and lets just say all those years of pent up hormones are really taking a tole. god you know it;s bad when your legs keep twitching and you can just feel and anticapate the soft, sweet feel of someone elses lips on your own but the feeling never comes. IT SUX. it doesn't help that all my friends are fucking hot (sorry guys but it's true) *sigh*. I spent so much time lookign for something so special and all i really want to do is find a hook up buddy. half my brain keeps telling me "wait, don;t rush casue when you do get it it will be special and magic and feel apsolutley perfect."? then the other half says "Just find some random person and tongue 'em, just kiss and run, it's easy as pie." you know david even said i should ask shaina to do it. haha i'm sure amanda is convulsing now. i just don;t know anymore. i almost feel as though the longing and the want is worse then the regret of not having it be special.
You know what m,ade me think of all this? Amanda and i were joking and she said that i was attracted to anything that two legs and boobs. lol don;t get upset amanda i did and still do take it as a joke so donlt think i was upset. infact i realized that you are apsolutly right. but i was never like that before. funny how in the past summer/year i just got one hormone to many. well i'm sure your all sick of me ranting.
tomorrow is parent sday and my mommy and kates mommy and sams mommy and amandas mommy are all gonna hang and be tight. maybe lauren will rub of on evelyn