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please stop talking about stupid problems. i'm so sorry i'm not trying to be mean but you probably have no idea what tonight has been like. i am completely honest when i say that it is without a doubt the worst night of my entire life, by far. all i want to do i go upstairs, wake up my mom and cry to her and tell her about everything that happened tonight, because i know i will tell her tomorrow morning anyways. i just can't even believe it happened, especially to us. i was just sitting there, thinking how i could barely believe it was real. and i was too scared to cry. i love you all and i'm so sorry if sometimes i'm not as good of a friend as i should be. i just want to be here with hanna and tara right now, talking about everything. because more than anything in the world i need someone to cry to, really really really, more than ever.