I'm okay... I think
Well I stayed after school today and like, a bunch of people were there like...
Doran
Jessica G... and H
Jerred and his brother
Josh
Kris
Reese
And Brad for a minute
Lauren
And this chick Amber (I think that's her name)
We just fucked around for awhile. I was actually getting along with the world today. Except Jeff... I dunno. I just need closure on that whole deal. And I have anything BUT closure. I just need to let that all go because I know I'm not going to get an answer no matter how hard I try and I'm soooo SICK of hearing, "I don't know." But hanging out with everyone this evening helped me let go of a lot. I really thought that today was going to be shit. I'm so fucken happy though. I think charissa has a crush on my son Justin... only not. They're so cute together though. Bleh... I also found out that Josh is super awesome.
Doran
Jessica G... and H
Jerred and his brother
Josh
Kris
Reese
And Brad for a minute
Lauren
And this chick Amber (I think that's her name)
We just fucked around for awhile. I was actually getting along with the world today. Except Jeff... I dunno. I just need closure on that whole deal. And I have anything BUT closure. I just need to let that all go because I know I'm not going to get an answer no matter how hard I try and I'm soooo SICK of hearing, "I don't know." But hanging out with everyone this evening helped me let go of a lot. I really thought that today was going to be shit. I'm so fucken happy though. I think charissa has a crush on my son Justin... only not. They're so cute together though. Bleh... I also found out that Josh is super awesome.