28 days later...
and somehow i've managed to survive. i'm kind of in that transitional phase right now... somewhere between being totally devastated and totally over him. it takes awhile, i guess.... part of me still misses him and wants to be with him.... but part of me just wants to get on with my life already. and that's the part i have to try to bring out... it's getting easier, and my heart doesn't hurt quite as much. my brain's still hurting quite a bit, though.
i don't really have anything exciting to report. lately my life has been mostly lots of work, a little bit of play, and way too much buffy the vampire slayer on dvd. the time i spend inside my head occupies the time i'm trying to spend outside my head. does that even make sense?
by the end of this month, i have to either find a new place or make the decision to re-sign my lease for another year. i'm feeling a lot of ambivalence on this.
kevin smith isn't going to be at wizard world east this year. kind of disappointing, but not the end of the world. however, elisa dushku is going to be there. i would love to meet her... she's one of the women in this world that makes it impossible for em to say i'm 100% straight. unfortunately she's there on saturday and i have to work. dammit. it'll take me a bit more to get over that one.
blah blah blah ramble ramble ramble. i intended to make some sort of semi-exciting update, but it didn't work. i'm done now... time to go make cookies and watch buffy.
does anyone even read this anymore?
i don't really have anything exciting to report. lately my life has been mostly lots of work, a little bit of play, and way too much buffy the vampire slayer on dvd. the time i spend inside my head occupies the time i'm trying to spend outside my head. does that even make sense?
by the end of this month, i have to either find a new place or make the decision to re-sign my lease for another year. i'm feeling a lot of ambivalence on this.
kevin smith isn't going to be at wizard world east this year. kind of disappointing, but not the end of the world. however, elisa dushku is going to be there. i would love to meet her... she's one of the women in this world that makes it impossible for em to say i'm 100% straight. unfortunately she's there on saturday and i have to work. dammit. it'll take me a bit more to get over that one.
blah blah blah ramble ramble ramble. i intended to make some sort of semi-exciting update, but it didn't work. i'm done now... time to go make cookies and watch buffy.
does anyone even read this anymore?