Oct 29, 2004 20:52
"What the fuck am I running from?"
There is so much shit going on. Too much of it to post here actually...
Alot of it involves a person or people (I'll let you guess) that mean a very lot to me. There are alot of decisions I have made and will make that will shape the way I am and the way you all (meaning Brandon, cuz as we all know he is the only one who reads this) see me. The only thing I really hope for is that no one hates me for this, although I honestly don't see why anyone would... But with the way this group runs, who the fuck knows... Although, I do have "ammo" just in case any of this shit does go south.
I hung out with Kat a bit today, she got kind of pissed at me... She still seems to think I called her a whore I FUCKING DIDN'T WILL SOMEONE PLEASE FUCKING TELL HER THAT GODDAMNIT!!!!!! <~EXTRA FUCKING EXCLAMATION POINTS WOOT FUCKER!
Umm... I'm talking to ...people? Erika is here, hanging out with her is always so much fun!
SONG YOU BITCHES! GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO HALLOWEEN!
Take everything left from me. (All to blame)
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed.
Supersize our tragedy!
Bought in the land of the free!
(The free!)
And we're all too blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!
Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear.
Stand to salute; say thanks to the man of the year.
How did we all come to this?
It's greed that we just can't resist!
(Resist!)
And we're all too blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all.
Everyone wants it all with no sacrifice!
Tell me now, what have we done? We don't know.
I can't allow what is being done to tear it down,
Believe me now, we don't know just what
With our backs against the wall.
And now we're all too blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need
Is something true
I do believe,
Don't we all?
Everyone, everyone,
We will fall.
'Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We want it all,
Everyone, don't we all?