CONFUSED
OK Cory called me again 2day~! and hes like did u break up with Blaine yet? i'm like umm no, and hes like why? i said becuz hes just soo sweet, and i cant do that~! so then corys like well are u ever gonna date me again? and i said well i dont kno~! and hes like r u gonna date me when i get back? i said i dont kno~! and hes like well maybe i should stop gettin my hopes up~! i feel so horrible~! i mean i like blaine, hes soo sweet, n i didnt think i was gonna be able to like him like that, n i do~! n now that i do, cory starts callin me again sayin hes comin back wed., n askin me back out~! and i tell him i dont wanna get hurt by him nemore~! and hes like i care about u, and i'm not doin that stuff nemore~! i was like oh so u didnt care bout me b4 lol? and hes like ahh ur dumb, i DID care about u~! why do they both have to like me at the same time~? why do i have to like them both at the same time~? why does my dad have to stop me from seein who i want~? why does my friend have to hurt themselfs~? why do my classes suck~? why dont i have ne1 to talk to in them~? why does my life suck~?
I dont understand wut i did that was sooo wrong, to make everything in my life be soo confusin and so hard~!!!!! everyone elses life just seems to go soo perfect~! they get to do wat they want, they can see who they want, go where they want, be wut they want, say wut they want, they can even make up their minds~! i cant do any of that~! i want a new life, an easier one~! one where all my decisions r already choosen, so i dont have to get stressed over everything~! everyone else is sooo much happier then me~! and it sux~! well its good, cuz i want ppl to be happy, it just sux cuz i cant be~! well i guess i'm gonna go~! i'll ttyl bye bye~!
~!*AMY*!~