Mar 18, 2003 03:24
I forgot all about this lol.
I think I only write when I'm depressed anyway. I havent been depressed lately which is kinda odd. I'm starting to realize my life doesnt change much its all one boring retarded cycle. I need a change cause its getting really old. I think maybe its cause I'm getting older or something but I'm not all that optimistic anymore. I really dont have anything new to complain about lol. Just the same things I always complain about. Money, my car and , evil girls lol. I talked to someone that I havent heard from in forever which was really cool. I missed her a lot but I thought she got married, but she didnt so thats very cool lol. My job still pretty much sucks but it gets slow at night thank god. I miss my fat friend already haha thats mean but funny. I guess cause he actually liked when I whined about crap normally people just tell me to shut up. I have a really bad feeling that Ima have to grow up soon and that sux ass. Oh well I guess we all hafta at some point and I've waited long enough. I actually worked out for the first time in a long long time which is very cool I jus needa keep doing it then I wont be such a tubby bitch haha. I need new people to hang out with I feel like everyone is abandoning me :( Oh well time for sleep hopefully