blaahh ..
kinda pissed at my mom right noww. she got mad at me yesterday cause she said i was going out too much. then she was teling me some bullshit on how i can't go out on weekdays anymore & that if i wanna see john i can only see him on weekends. & i was thinking in my head 'is this girl fucking SERIOUS?' she should know that thats honestly IMPOSSIBLE. so today is the zanon bbq & jenny & ppl are going. & i REALLYY wanna see them. i called my mom & asked her to go to comm. service with jenny today at zanon & shes likee NO. LIIKE WTF ? i got pissed & hung up on her. whateverr, shes acting so stupid latelyy. & john too. yesterday was a majoorr off day for us. i dunno wtf happened. i left again yesterday without saying bye. but thats only cause he was alredy fucking walking away & txting so i just said bye to jeff & left. i was pissed the rest of the night cause he usually calls me after someting like this happens but he didn't.
woke up this morning in a bad mood. all cause of john lmaoo. but around 7-730 i got a txt from him saying that he was busy txting yesterday when i left cause he was, "asking someone for a favour for our 1 month." & that i was the one who hugged jeff & left. i think that thats total bullshit but whateverr. i said sorry & shit just cause i didnt want him to know i was mad. but i'm good now =) lmaaoo just got a txt from himm. he seems happierr. shiittt hes going to the open house tooo ! now i REALLYY wanna goo. fucckk mann my moms so fuckingg stupidd. IM PISSED NOW.
"boy, no matter what we go through
you step up i'll step up too;
it dont matter what the haters say
as long as you are my boo .."
woke up this morning in a bad mood. all cause of john lmaoo. but around 7-730 i got a txt from him saying that he was busy txting yesterday when i left cause he was, "asking someone for a favour for our 1 month." & that i was the one who hugged jeff & left. i think that thats total bullshit but whateverr. i said sorry & shit just cause i didnt want him to know i was mad. but i'm good now =) lmaaoo just got a txt from himm. he seems happierr. shiittt hes going to the open house tooo ! now i REALLYY wanna goo. fucckk mann my moms so fuckingg stupidd. IM PISSED NOW.
"boy, no matter what we go through
you step up i'll step up too;
it dont matter what the haters say
as long as you are my boo .."