pretty good week (:
woah, haven't updated in a whillee. this weeks been pretty goood. monday, don't remember anyhting i did. tuesday, went christmas shopping with dawn & marcin. wednesday, finished christmas shopping with dawn & chilled at square. shiiet, that day was freaking crazzy. thursday, had a gooood chillage with gells mon & kessh. today, friday, didnt have a frikken half day ! we were so bored at school so me, dawn, grace & ashlyn left school around 11. we walked half an hour to the bus stop then bussed to south common. then i left them & buss myself to square then homme. walked to zanon & chilled with lycce, gells & keshia at the zanon dance. around 3 me & lycee bussed to square & met up with a bunch of others. loafted as usuall. talked to johnkelvin on the phone when i got there & i was kinda getting mad at him cause some stuff so yeah that kinda set my mood down for the rest of the day lol. around 7issh i think i was still thinking about the john thing so yeaah i bussed with ryan wee & hayle. they went home & i walked to johnss. bleaah, i think i made it like a trillion times more akward then it already was, but i trieedd lol.
anyways, overall this week has been pretty good but right now i'm feeling soo messeed. it feels like everything ive been doing has not pointt, likke no meaning whatsoeverr. i dont even know why i do thinngs, it juss happens. i dunno yo, i'm so messed right now. theres too many things ive been regretting & i dont wanna be like that anymorre. but everytime i say that imma change for the better & actually do what my gut tells me to do, i flop. juss like i flop on everything else i try to do in liffee lol. what i honestly & truely want is to go bacck. back to the zanon days where everything was so eassygoing .. where everyone was who they really are. but now, things & perople are so different & i hate it. i know what potential they have & they're juss throwing that all away over stupid shit.
anyways, overall this week has been pretty good but right now i'm feeling soo messeed. it feels like everything ive been doing has not pointt, likke no meaning whatsoeverr. i dont even know why i do thinngs, it juss happens. i dunno yo, i'm so messed right now. theres too many things ive been regretting & i dont wanna be like that anymorre. but everytime i say that imma change for the better & actually do what my gut tells me to do, i flop. juss like i flop on everything else i try to do in liffee lol. what i honestly & truely want is to go bacck. back to the zanon days where everything was so eassygoing .. where everyone was who they really are. but now, things & perople are so different & i hate it. i know what potential they have & they're juss throwing that all away over stupid shit.