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oohkay guy. forget everything i said these past 2 updates. s'all bullshit. im over that. now i have a new problem & i dunno what to fucking do anymore. i wanna trust him, but this girl doesn't lie. when she tells me something big like that, its the truth. i thought that being in different schools would be okay, but now that i hear theres girls all over him, & that hes LETTING them be .. i dunno what the fuck to think anymore. im not tryna be the "jealous girlfriend," im not like that. its just that im not gunna fucking be played. everytime im with him, i trust him wth my life .. but now that i know this .. i dunno if i can believe what he says anymore. as much as i want to, theres still that thought in the back of my mind telling me that hes gunna do the same thing that he did to HER* .. & the worst part is that it was with ME. man .. i guess thats karma ... ?