If I took a bump, I'd lay scream and stay there on the ground.
Oh yey two days of Wrestlemania.
Sincere yey actually,
I've found my way back to wrestling seeing as it's basically all I CAN have right now.
The novel I am working on for NaNo camp is about baseball but I am basically breaking all the rules the first being making a female commish, then she is changing the game up and making heads roll. It's fun. I ordered the official rule book so when that gets here I can find more things to mess up! Whee.
Meanwhile. Buddy finally "crossed the rainbow bridge" Mom spent the night on the couch with him so he wasn't alone, I stayed with him in my room the night before when he was still mobile and he went all around my bed. I'm making peace with it did a lot of crying the other day. Just at peace knowing he is at peace. I had to ask one of my brother's friends to come over to help us bury him as of course piece of shit has been AWOL all day with his phone off. Timmy has always been good to us and I view him as another little brother, a much more polite one that actually cares about my well being. So that got done today. It will take time for adjustment. They are almost 17!
Nothing else really I wish to talk about it hurts to have the laptop in my lap pressing keys over my surgery eeks.
Hope you all are taking care of yourselves. I will be okay too, once I get back into PT machine mode.
No need for "sorry for your loss" comments I hate that hollowness. Just a heart in his memory is fine.
Everything will be fine.