Feb 27, 2020 22:10
All I have left is aqua PT tomorrow.
However I have not done a stitch of laundry. That I really need to get going on, but my cellar stairs *whines*
Also waiting for bill payments to go through so I can pay more. The one and ONLY part I miss about working is not having a steady income- right now I have to ration the one I do get to last the entire month. However there is still no way I could handle a job even after three years of recovery after just having this week with my not even one hour appointments every day and I'm beat beyond measure and facing surgery in 17 days AHHHHH.
I'm really tired today though I saw my counselor and although I'm not manically depressed about anything in particular those appointments drain every last bit out of me anyways. The significant other question always comes up and one time I just want to yell back at her and be like let me be happy being alone you don't have to ask me every session if I have a boyfriend yet. I tried the dating thing for a very small period of time, found out I wasn't ready, didn't like it and am back to 100% focus on myself so ANYWAYS MOVING ON NOW.