My life begins

Mar 06, 2005 14:26

So hello everyone in the livejournal world......
What have I been doing? Hmmm Last night I stopped a realtionship with someone I had lost my virginity to and felt not even the little bit remorsefull until RIck came over and I hugged him tight. He was just like O.o O...k... And he did that cute patting thing when guys think that you're hugging them too much.
"Ok... Uh Yeah... I love you too..." Pat Pat I was deflated feeling cause I missed Rick so much..
I hugged him tight as I had mentioned and then let him go reluctantly for him to play his games. He played some snake Eater and watched some Armitage with me. I gave him some of my rice and ate some of the chocolate that he had gotten for me cause I was all mopey. He bought two hershies with almonds and two smores bars. I needed sugar.
We stayed up late and I was online until about four or so.... Maybe five. But I kissed Rick goodnight, he had been lounging with a blanket on him and holding my teddi bear. As I mentioned I gave him a kiss goodnight and climbed into bed, The stupid dog was scratching at her ear all night though. So I was yelling at the dog almost all night. Licking and stratching. I hate animals. Fucking morons. So, Rick left this morning and said goodbye to me, I was just so groggie that I was like "Uh huh..." He kissed me on the forehead and was gone.... So after having a weirdass'd dream about me and Charlene having aides and then another dream about breaking out of prison onli to cut myself on barbed wire. I woke up. Mum was reading a french book, cause she's still studying. Not very well mind you, but she was trying. And she asked me to pronounce "Quel huer est til" (What hour is it) ANd she was pronouncing it oddli. Also we watched CHicago. Good movie and then I made some macoroni for her. Mmmmm Macoroni.

Today I'm thinking about atacking this new friend I've made. I've never met him in person, but he said that he has seen me around URI... Hmm. I saw his picture and thought he looked good. Better keep him away from Charlene. She's a cat in heat, and will do anything to get her hands on some man meat. Ugh, somtimes she makes me kind of sick that she thinks her world is falling apart because of her own actions. "I think I'm going to drop out and go to CCRI in the fall." She said to me. Ha! I knew she was going to throw her life away, all it took was a little bit of pott. I'm not being straightedge or anything, but I know that even though pott and shit like that is oh the freaking yummi smelling can fuck your day up. The minute Charlene smoked that bowl, she started smoking ciggarettes and skipping class, skipping whole days stopped admitting she had, started lying to her father.... Yeah she's whining and crying about how her life sucks and about how her family is divorcing. Life- It's real not just some free ride or game so get over it and yourself.
Http://xanga.com/sk8rgrrrl_punk
Yeah she's a whiny brat.

Wow I didnt know that this movie could be that good!
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