holiday blues
man this time of year really sucks but athe same time it is my favorite time of year....i find myself crying almost every other day and I start it over the silliest shit a pic or a song I miss my kids so much i admit I get really depressed and want to hurt myself or others sometimes but I am a better person than that and I have to try to remember how much I have changed and that I aint the person I used to be unless I really have to be i hate fighting n e more but one thing I noticed is that people under estimate me they think I aint shit but its all good maybe that is better for me cause if and when It happens everyone will be suprised wont they.. i hop0e I dont have to ever end up in that situation cause i refuse to lose my job u know