Still Out of of Control
I am still feeling helpless and out of control, but it isn't so bad since I am not at work and have had some sleep. I am at my parents right now and when I get some time I am going to talk to my parents about it and see what they want me to do. If this last much longer I will have to go to the doctor cause I don't know how long I can force myself to function like this. Anyways just keep me in your thoughts and prayers right now.