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Jan 28, 2006 11:23

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.
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That is my husband's life to a T. God forbids a Prophet but I always tell him he should be a shiek (a Islmaic Religious Leader.) He is too hard on himself and others for thier shortcomiongs.
I have been better at my housework but still miserablely bad in other aspects but still working on it. In the past two weeeks i met three of my neighbors and I've been living in this house for almost a year weird eh. Anyways though Today I saw something I wont say what that made me really wake up and smeel the coffee so to speak and I was disgusted. WITH MYSELF and with MYSELF and with MYSELF and angry and frustrated and lonely and hurt and upset and pissed off big time AT MYSELF. It was an odd moment but the part that frustrates me the most is will glimpsing this thing change me or will i just keep going in the same bad direction like always thinging i should change but not actaully going after it? Hmmm we will see. I know I'm ambitious when i want to be but that's the problem I'm so stuck in my ways that even when i want to change i usally dont and it so frustrating. WHY THE FUCK CAN"T I CHANGE MY OWN LIFE!!!!

On another note completly, My brother John is still talking to me and still loves me so I'm happy about that. ALthough I'm horridly sad that he and Jamie and Danny (my other siblings) aren't talking to each toher. We all connected again just to break apart. It is the utter dashing of my family dreams. But i still love each of them and I'm NOT their mommys so what can i do but offer unbiased support? At least i felt reassured that i can talk to John openly. Finally i have an older brother to talk to about my problems instead of everyone coming to me it's refreshing for once. And i will pour my heart out as he offers.

Still in seclusion for now until Feb 12th. It kinda working and sometimes not but i will still try. Love to all those that support me. XOXOX (ie. Nicolette very much)
Oh and Amanda I told you to try and get help you didn't tell me what came of that honey. If you can't find a way through your parents you can suck it up and talk to Larissa she deals with poeple in need of help and I think through her clinic area it's cheaper. E-mail me if you still want her number. SHe wont be sarcastic to you or anything she always helps poeple in need you know that.
Hows life treating you Jen?
How bout you Rissa I haven't heard form you for awhile and i miss you.
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