May 08, 2006 22:19
txt msg recieved: "to be honest, I have wanted you for a while now"
I like him.
Thats the first time i can honestly say that about a guy down here.
I've gotten to know him as a friend first, and this attraction came out of nowhere. I was so unprepared for it, but I've fallen in like so fast for him, i'm not quite sure what to do about it. I've never felt like this before for a guy so fast. He feels the same back, and in a way was first to tell me he liked me and was crushing on me for a while before this. I want to persue this so bad, but i'm not sure how, and i'm not sure how to initially approach this. There is this one little problem. Ok, a big problem.
His girlfriend is here.
I'm not going to be the one he cheats on her with, but i know he's not happy in their relationship anymore. Plus, she's a sweet girl, and she's moving down here in july. I dont want to be a homewrecker, but i dont want to see him miserable either. I think its time to grow up and tell him he's got to say something. Thats the only way i'll be happy if this doesnt work out and we dont get together. I have to try this time.