Engagement
I just found out that another of my friends is engaged. He's getting married next August. That's yet another engagement to hear about. I'm increadibly happy for him and all my other friends that are engeged as well, but i cant help but get a little depressed at the news of that. They all seem to find the right one for them, and it leaves me to wonder if i am ever going to find that person.
Clint is in the army, and when the army shipped him all the way to seattle, Washington, that didn't stop his girlfriend and him from keeping their relationship going. Their bond will survive the distance... no matter how far apart... and right now they are as far apart as they can get in the US. Opposite sides of the country.
Wh didn't we work? Distance isn't the issue here, because obviously things can still work even if you are far apart. Was it that you didn't want to try?? I find myself thinking that I wasn't as important to you as i thought I was. I was willing to put everything on hold for you. The main purpose of this internship was so I could save up money for me to fly myself up there to see you. Now that there's nothing for me to fly to, I don't know what I am doing here. I thought that I was going to get away from everything that reminded myself of you... all the places we went together. But getting up everyday for a job that was supposed to enable me to go see you, I still can't get you out of my head. I try so hard too. Wrap myself up in work and friends and such, but at the end of the day, you are the one that I want my phone to be ringing.
I only wish that you could see the hurt that is under this facade i put up for the rest of the world. The hurt i still am feeling.
Clint is in the army, and when the army shipped him all the way to seattle, Washington, that didn't stop his girlfriend and him from keeping their relationship going. Their bond will survive the distance... no matter how far apart... and right now they are as far apart as they can get in the US. Opposite sides of the country.
Wh didn't we work? Distance isn't the issue here, because obviously things can still work even if you are far apart. Was it that you didn't want to try?? I find myself thinking that I wasn't as important to you as i thought I was. I was willing to put everything on hold for you. The main purpose of this internship was so I could save up money for me to fly myself up there to see you. Now that there's nothing for me to fly to, I don't know what I am doing here. I thought that I was going to get away from everything that reminded myself of you... all the places we went together. But getting up everyday for a job that was supposed to enable me to go see you, I still can't get you out of my head. I try so hard too. Wrap myself up in work and friends and such, but at the end of the day, you are the one that I want my phone to be ringing.
I only wish that you could see the hurt that is under this facade i put up for the rest of the world. The hurt i still am feeling.