Jun 15, 2006 15:42
Dude, I am so confused about everything right now!
I know, you're all thinking "What's New?"
Well, seriously. This time I have no idea what I'm doing.
Work, school, priorities, EVERYTHING!
I'm not happy but at the same time I've never been happier!
I don't know how to explain it.
I have so many options, but I just can't figure out what to do.
You say one thing, and you say another.
I want someone to just give me the answer but it never works out that way.
Someone just tell me what to do!
Please?
On the other hand, this confusion is good for me.
I know it is.
It always is.
I just want to feel fufilled, do good, serve, and somehow still survive in this crazy world.
What's so hard about that?
I wait
with silent passion
for one gesture
one glance
from You
I've pulled out the 911-Baha'u'llah calling card, but He's not picking up yet. Or maybe I'm just not listening...