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just had another two hour convo w/alice...kinda unsatisfying 'cause the last 45 min or so she was on im w/eiel...basically told me what she was iming him about...but atleast i gotta talk to her a bit 'bout the stuff bothering me. we'll see what happens.
i know alot of what i'm thinking and feeling is wrong, but part of me just knows the basis for these feelings is real. but i'm afraid to believe that again. i hate this time of year. i feel stressed out and that makes me read too much into things i think. but i know nothing will ever change, at least not for the better.
i know alot of what i'm thinking and feeling is wrong, but part of me just knows the basis for these feelings is real. but i'm afraid to believe that again. i hate this time of year. i feel stressed out and that makes me read too much into things i think. but i know nothing will ever change, at least not for the better.