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[tigre86]

I think it's hard to remember my humor in times like these. Usually I laugh off the pain, it has always been my solace. Then I come here and all the secrets of my heart spill out of me and the lighter side of me seems to be lost. I haven't decided whether that's a good or a bad thing yet. Maybe both

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[breakingsilence]

I have to say I think it's both. I feel that way sometimes too, but lately it hasn't been quite as easy to laugh things off.

Vegging is too fun to pass up. I really want to do that as well. I've read two books this week so maybe I'll read a bit more, who knows!

[tigre86]

Lately it's really hard to find things to laugh about even if part of my personality is smiling even when everything is falling around me. It helps me cope, but my journal seems to be lacking that as of late.

I really need to find some books to read, I miss it. *sob*

[breakingsilence]

I do that too so I know what you mean, it just gives people a false sense of your feelings though.

Aw, yes books are good. Veronika Decides to Die is good. :]

[tigre86]

That's true. I'm just used to my defense mechanisms and posting about the heart stuff makes me feel bare.

I'll have to look into it. I really need to read something good again.

[itsmekita]

Sounds like the perfect way to spend your weekend <3

[tigre86]

Definitely. <3

[hotmesslsch]

I think its a mixture of both. It's both good and bad. Laughter is the best medicine. But sometimes its hard to find the strength to laugh at things when your upset about something. You wouldn't be you if you didn't make these emo filled post. lol.

That's good that your exams are over. Now you can sit back and rest, take it easy. I'd make it an 80's weekend. That's what we did last weekend. We watched a bunch of 80's movies. It was awesome.

[tigre86]

I just meant, I think the lighter side of me gets lost in my journal. Sometimes it's nowhere to be seen and I wonder if the whole of me can be seen here when some parts are missing. And I wasn't being emo, just contemplative. :P

I would do that if I had enough to watch. Most of my DVDs got lost. I'm so bummed about it still. :(

[ggashleighoth]

Hah see I brood internally until i freak out lol.

Weekends are the best for that. That's when I'm most comfortable, when I can just sit in my pajamas and do nothing. Being social is overrated LMAO.

<3ash

[tigre86]

lol, I'm not really a broody person, at least all the time. I just let those kinds of things out on my lj and the more fun loving side of me gets passed on by.

Oh yes, I love being in pj's, I even go to class in the sometimes. ;] And I'm not a social person in general, I'd rather be home then out. True story.

[tigre86]

I have others, but that one is the most common one for me. It's just easier.

Woot! That's awesome! I'm happy for you. :D

I did enjoy mine, hope you did too. <3 *hugs*