in the quiet
My head has been unusually quiet as of late. In a sense it is unnerving since there's almost always a chaotic pattern to my thoughts. But in another it's good to have that kind of serenity in a mind that is usually cluttered. It is rare, but it refelcts the snow that still lays frozen across the landscape. White and crystalized, a peace to the frigid air. That's how I feel on the inside, but one must keep in mind that for me the snow/winter holds unspoken thoughts, a flowing warmth, a serenity of soul, and quiet beautiy as well as contemplation. It is what makes me zen whereas in the warmer months I feel disorganized and rushed for no reason at all.
The world around me is rushing and I feel comfortably in place for the first time in a long time. Next week, with finals and the looming day that I have to fly to Florida for the holiday, will be more stressful so I'll enjoy the still thoughts. It is my hope I will find something to update about between now and then. Possibly just lists of random things since deep, analytical thoughts based on events revolving in my life have not been on my mind or in my fingers.
The world around me is rushing and I feel comfortably in place for the first time in a long time. Next week, with finals and the looming day that I have to fly to Florida for the holiday, will be more stressful so I'll enjoy the still thoughts. It is my hope I will find something to update about between now and then. Possibly just lists of random things since deep, analytical thoughts based on events revolving in my life have not been on my mind or in my fingers.