Jan 27, 2004 09:42
It has been a long time since i have written in this thing.... since last year. that is a long time. anyways, things have gotten better i guess, in the big picture. In a way though, things are still the same. I hang out with the same people, they just have different names. Dont understand that? you might have to think about it. I only have one semester of school left. what will i do when i am done? college probably. i have spent my life, as long as i can remember, going to school. well, the last 12 years. probably like 15 if you count kindergarten (t or d?) and preschool. Thats a long fuckin time. and now i only have a couple months left. hmm. I am happy and sad. I will miss the people at school. But i am so sick of all of these people, they are all the same. doesnt anyone have a fucking personality? heres what everyone in my school does: smoke weed, get drunk. sit at peoples houses and smoke weed. sit at peoples houses and get drunk. Sit in peoples cars and smoke weed. Sit in peoples cars and get drunk. Then have sex with random people because they are drunk and there is nothing better for them to do. Then smoke weed. Then get drunk again. Its fucking annoying. i dont care if people smoke weed. and i deffinately dont care if people drink. its just annoying because that is all anyone ever does. i dont smoke weed so that makes it even more annoying. i used to but yea... i cant stand being stoned. i hate it. it makes me feel fucking retarded and i dont like feeling retarded. yea. i have nothing to do i am fucking bored. the library is boring. i want to go home because i need a cigarette. and i dont want to work today, but yes i do need money. i will win the lottery sometime soon hopefully.
ok well see ya.