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So I've pretty much decided that I'm thankful for my life and the direction it has taken me.
A few days ago, Ducky told me that she was so thankful that we became friends. She didn't know where she would be without me. I don't know where I'd be without her, actually.
correction. I know where I would be. And I would be really fucking fucked up and stuck within a whirlwind of immaturity and mental instability. Not my favorite place to be.
Without Ducky, I never would have met Kim, Tristan, Nate, Juan or Mark. All of these people are my closest friends and m boyfriend. What would have happened without them?
Today, I sat down with Jackie and Donna in the rain, did a crossword, and talked a bit. I love them too. Times like this remind me of who really matters, and who is extinguishable. There is no place in anyone's life for negativity, and it is important to weed the unimportant people out and keep everything positive and healthy. I'm so thankful for those people that keep me sane.
I truly feel bad for people who don't have support. I truly feel bad for people who don't know how to be a good friend to people who they should care about. I truly feel bad for people who aren't as lucky as I am. I wish everyone in the world could have what I have.
There really is no room for petty bullshit, immaturity, negativity, or pretentiousness in friendship.
I love you all. Thank you.