does anyone else hate being alone with their thoughts?

[tightywhitey]

Tonight I got curious and started going through some of the boxes my mom filled while cleaning out my room last year. I found pictures of me from age 6 on, grade school yearbooks, etc. All that's done is made me listen to In Clover and think. Thinking such as:

• does anyone else remember when the littlest things meant so much?
• sex bracelets
• handwriting
• Tickets to nation
• surprise visits at away games


• pictures that bring you back so vividly
• MAPSHHDP
• Warped Tour 1 - being paralyzed at the sight of Aaron Barrett.
• Warped Tour 2 - a little worse but I got to hang out with Claudio at the Coheed merch booth
• Playing in the snow and other warm black and white memories.

And then there are all those 'what if's that run through your head as all this is happening, they just leave you with a grin on your face and a little hope, the kind of hope you get after you eat chocolate. I can't believe how terrible you feel after someone smashes into your car. where can I get good hugs?