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[tightywhitey]

I feel like everything that could have gone wrong with today has. I feel like nothing is going to go right this weekend. There's a lot that could let me down this weekend and i don't know how optimistic i can be. I'm not hopeful, I'm not expecting the worst...I'm just sad? i guess. i don't know. I wish things were better. that's all. I don't know if i can handle the disappointment that is this weekend.

something good please happen.