so i think ive almost pretty much decided to go to ucdavis.. i mean i need to make a decision and they have a decent design program and its really pretty and kind of close to san fransisco.. so yea. im visiting san fran state and santa cruz next week though. and im gonna drive to santa barbara and long beach to look there too just to be sure. i have visited soooo many schools its pretty ridiculous, but i guess its because im just hard to please.. or something.. yea.. hah.
so every boy that i have come in contact to lately has been an asshole.. or just wrong. its frustrating. but oh well, boys will be boys and thats that. arghhh
so my best friend mandee is gone in europe for 15 days. she left 4 days ago and i already miss her so much. its difficult to go from spending 24/7 with someone to 0/0 with someone. i love and miss that girl so much i just want her to come home! our lives are amazing together.. theyre just not as good when were apart.
also.. i unfortunately totaled my car.. it was a horrible experience and i NEVER want to relive it again. im just so thankful no one was in the car with me and that no one involved was seriously hurt. i couldnt walk real well for about 2 days and i was bruised and cut all over. and now i dont have a car which means im not driving which means life is much more difficult.. i dont like it when i cant be super independent.. im getting used to it though. ill eventually get another car.. but not one that was worth what my old one was.. whatever, i just want something that DRIVES!
lately ive been eating lots of cheerios and lots and lots of pancakes in the middle of the night. its yummy.
life is good. that is all.
<3, sarah