Not again...
Well it is Friday, I had a pretty good day...I got my pedicure today, my toes look soooo cute! I'm usually totally grossed out by feet, and I don't like other ppl touching my feet cuz I think it's gross (not that I have gross feet, cuz I don't), but I'm glad cuz it was SOOO relaxing. Anywho, ok so I hate having crushes and it's not even crushes that I have they're more like infatuations/lusting after guys. I think I start liking these guys and when I finally think that there might be potential there, it all goes to hell. Why isn't there a person for everyone? Maybe some of us are meant to be alone all our lives...nothing ever seems to work. Maybe that's why I'm the way that I am. Then again they say I haven't been really hurt by someone enough to protect myself against these infatuations, but who knows. It just kinda hurts like getting like this, even though i don't want to, it always happens. I hate that about me, sometimes I wish I didn't care...