grrr...
Ok so today is friday, it was an alright week, a little stressed over english but it was tight. Anywho, ok I have engaged a new crush! GRRR!! Which isn't supposed to happen, I chose not to say his name because those of you who know me know who this significant other is, and for his privacy as well. So yeah I saw him today and I hate liking someone, I get SO shy and nervous and I dont know what to say, I'm not myself. When I like a guy I always like him until I get what I want from him and then I won't like him anymore...which sounds horrible I know. I just wanna tell this guy ok I like you and the only way I'll stop liking you is if we make out or something, so lets make out! Ya know, that way I can stop liking him, cuz then I get all depressed like am I not pretty enough for him to like me and it just goes on and on...and I'd rather not get into that, not now anyway. So yeah, I'm in rut, I dont know what I should do. But I guess only time will tell...Check you later!!