BOO!!!!!
AH, i think my birthday kinda sucked. Out of all my birthdays i don't think i've ever felt so alone. I'm being totally selfish by saying this but, it seems like my friends forgot my birthday!! : ( I figured, out of all the days, my birthday isnt a hard one to forget because it's on valentine's day. Don't get me wrong i was totally happy that the most important people remembered my birthday like my family, Lisa, Ashley, AJ, Monica, John Michael (even john), Kevin, Veronica, and Adriana. I was totally surprised about Adriana, that basically made my day because even though we don't get to talk or hang out as much, she remembered!! And i don't know why but it really upset me, Amanda didn't even call or text me, i was soo mad at that one because on her birthday i called her super early in the morning just to wish her a happy birthday, and i got nothing. I guess it sucks cuz i thought a lot of people would remember, but they didn't. I'm sorry if i sound totally selfish right now but i had to let this all out. Even Lisa got more texts sayin happy valentines than me, and it's not even her birthday, and most of them were from our friends!!!! This is bad that i feel this way, cuz i'm not supposed to feel like this, it just seems selfish. Anywho, today i wished that the love of my life came to school here just so i could see him. I miss seein him at shows grrrr....it's so upsetting that i like him this much and not only does he not know it but we don't even talk anymore!! SO that's all i had to say.