Nov 25, 2006 00:41
So. All hell has not broken loose. Or maybe it's just hiding in the cracks of conversations, merely lingering in the unspoken concerns. Needless to say I was expecting MUCH worse.
erm. FACK. shit mutherfacker, assinmyhole.yousabitchslutmutherhatercockfartingsuckhead.
I want back to college now. I mean. friends tomorrow. then college. cuzballs here. and I want college go to now be there yep.
I read my old journal from freshman year in high school. It was all about BOYS. um. and how at his one dance this guy named Nick wanted to dance with me a lot and then he asked me out. awwwwwwww. and I'm glad it's no high school now. I mean. because. It's not. and. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I think people have to be secure to be in relationships. but right now I feel like a pile of insecure that has congealed into something that resembles sanity but isn't because the insanity is still wet and gushy under the skin. UM. faaaaaaaaaaatandgrossandjiiggggglyandsmellyand.
I like arrested Development. and my friends. goodnight,