Nov 25, 2003 22:31
I feel compelled to update though I do not have any reason to. No one has asked me, I have nothing exciting or profound to write about. Well, I suppose I do, but there is a very VERY thick line between livejournal appropriate and reality. I'll do my best though and after reading Alex's e-mail its not like I'm incapable of doing so. He was able to write an interesting e-mail from nothing but random thoughts that at some points did not make sense.
I don't have school tomorrow due to Thanksgiving break. So I suppose saying "I" wouldn't be correct because its not like I go to a school with a population of 1.
Breaks depress me. Its lonely spending all day at home, alone. I could do something about it, you know, make plans. And I do try to, you know, make plans. But I obviously don't try hard enough as I'm sitting here by myself. Now I'm not saying I love school or anything, because frankly I don't. And I cannot even say that I enjoy seeing people there. I used to always say I liked school because I get to see my friends, but now I find myself escaping to the library at lunch just to get away from everyone.
If I had it my way I would be a recluse living in a secluded house. To accompany me I'd have an endless amount of books, food, and art supplies (from paper to sewing necessities). I have one person chosen to live with me. The one person that I can always stand being around. I am unaware if they know who they are, but possibly they do. It would be amazing. We'd read and drink coffee all day. And all night...yeah...Well it would just be an excellent life. Everything would be perfect, it would be complete euphoria. And I know it will never happen, not even close.
-Lauren