May 19, 2005 12:55
hi ya'all its been awhile ive been avoiding this.....it is ......... here is the next installment in file transfer........................
04-02-2000
its april already...i'm scared.lore says im being a bit of a bitch.i really dont mean too.but the stress of having to go to court to determine if my children will be allowed to have regular childhoods is getting to me to say put on edge is a bit understated.it's hard with none to talk to about it .i would talk to lore but she has enough shit on her plate with the state and her own kids she dont need mine and i could talk to sundance but i already know what i need to do i do not want to hear it from some one else and he would be one to tell me anyway so i dont talk to him about it
gives me something to think about...what to do, not to do, or do to change what i should do,
04-03-2000
locks been forced wont stay locked now. hope who ever broke it enjoyed the read....anyhow...sprained the instep of my right foot 2/days ago it is still really tender.i can walk on it ok so i dont think i broke anything
04-04-2000
it's been exactly two months today since i moved out of my house and left my "husband" family to move to salt lake
04-05-2000
sundance spent the night w/me it was nice he does make me feel better about myself and other people for the most part i have no clue how he does it he is not a people person and ...?????? i dont get it.........anyhow court is in a week and a half i'm worried but even with that on my mind it has not been to bad of a dy i have been in a pretty good mood all things considered
04-06-2000
Wicca,found another one last week .i only mention her now i had my doubts as to weather or not she was true or a witch hunter.i now believe her to be genuine at the least.she lives upstairs in the west side apartment names mel.she arrowed me a house cleansing set after the blood thing so i gave her a crystal and a card reading.i think we could be fast friends.i am supposed to go camping this weekend with sundance and his room mate devan.oh well we can leave him in camp
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