make the right choice
making the right choice about shit is so hard... everybody has had these types of deals in their lives... and they really suck
you have to go with whats there... if something is better then the other, which are you going to take? and why fuck around about it i mean if shits there, its there you can "lose" this in a sense, but you cant ever go back... you may regret for a day, week, month, year, 10 years who the hell knows but if something is there now, take it and run i have to do better with that sometimes i stumble...hit an icy patch or bump that i create and then i stress...and then i look back and say what the fuck is wrong with me seriously though... were only in high school we have our entire lives ahead of us... dont we want to look back on high school and say, "i got the most out of that" instead of looking back at high school and saying, "im so stupid" why wouldnt we study for that stupid ass test... why did we fuck up with that person... boy did i fuck up that relationship if you think about it, you dont want to say this to yourself our futures there in our grasp, but we have to be strong and take the extra step... some things may not seem that amazing in short term... others can benefit you right off that bat... but everything has bearing on your long term... that relationship you had with this person the grades you get in sophomore year... the people you meet everything around us can affect us in a positive or negative way... and im no master of this fuck no... and i know some of you are like, "chris kill yourself" ha (better get a post on that telling me to kill myself lol) but if it makes you happy and can help you out in the future... why not take that chance? just do it- nike