I've learned to deal with things like this. Being strong means being heartless
This is my 500th entry. How insane. How pathetic.
The past couple of weeks have been very hectic. Im glad to be back to my normal life, into my normal routine. Florida like i said was a lot of fun. I got home around 12 tuesday night and didnt go to school on wednesday. Thursday i had guard and friday i left for boston.
Boston was a lot of fun also. We had a huge room, nicer than any hotel we've ever stayed in. We had a great performance, but shitty judges. After our performance we toured salem and went into witch tours and all that fun stuff. We also went to the warf where we acted like complete fools and screamed and danced by the lighthouse. But it was fun. There was a show going on that justine christine and i walked past, but we couldnt go in because we were about to leave, so we talked to some people for a few minutes and got on the buses and left. The bus ride home from boston was the longest of my life. It felt like time was going so slow. But sunday we returned and i was happy to be home at last.
Yesterday i hung out with brianna. We went to philly for a little bit and then to the moorestown mall to play air hockey. I beat her 2 out of 3 games. It was fun.
Today was guard, it sucked.
"Break" is coming up soon. Hopefully it will be fun and i can do stuff.
I've realized recently im not good with expressing feelings. Im avoidant, and keep my thoughts to myself. I even push away things i want because i dont know any better. I let opportunities pass me by that i should jump at, then sit in regret because i know i lost my chance. Im weird, and i cant help it.
The past couple of weeks have been very hectic. Im glad to be back to my normal life, into my normal routine. Florida like i said was a lot of fun. I got home around 12 tuesday night and didnt go to school on wednesday. Thursday i had guard and friday i left for boston.
Boston was a lot of fun also. We had a huge room, nicer than any hotel we've ever stayed in. We had a great performance, but shitty judges. After our performance we toured salem and went into witch tours and all that fun stuff. We also went to the warf where we acted like complete fools and screamed and danced by the lighthouse. But it was fun. There was a show going on that justine christine and i walked past, but we couldnt go in because we were about to leave, so we talked to some people for a few minutes and got on the buses and left. The bus ride home from boston was the longest of my life. It felt like time was going so slow. But sunday we returned and i was happy to be home at last.
Yesterday i hung out with brianna. We went to philly for a little bit and then to the moorestown mall to play air hockey. I beat her 2 out of 3 games. It was fun.
Today was guard, it sucked.
"Break" is coming up soon. Hopefully it will be fun and i can do stuff.
I've realized recently im not good with expressing feelings. Im avoidant, and keep my thoughts to myself. I even push away things i want because i dont know any better. I let opportunities pass me by that i should jump at, then sit in regret because i know i lost my chance. Im weird, and i cant help it.