Nov 09, 2008 14:59
People can grate my nerves so easily. It makes me feel kinda bad. But, then again, it's not like what annoys me is anything that people are "stuck" with or "born that way" with. It's what they choose. People's actions annoy me.
The choice to do wrong over right. The choice to fight over love. The choice to use over care. The choice to want rather than give. The choice to lie over being honest. The choice to abandon rather than nurture. The choice to steal rather than reward. The choice to borrow and never repay. The choice to be physical but not emotional. The choice to die rather than live. The choice to to survive, but never to struggle. The choice to be like them, rather than like yourself.
Blah. I really hate these moods, but it just drives me batty how little people care and how little people think with the hearts and souls and more so with their genitalia and self in mind. It's great to love yourself, but when will I ever meet the other person like me, who realizes it's even better to love those around you?
~Even when you hate the actions they choose~
I don't agree with what you do
No matter what, though, I still love you
*You made a mistake, but all people do.
Here's my mistake: I forgive you.*
I was over @ Rickey's last night. Simple times. I didn't socialize as much as normal, just dragged down from this past week. Tired. I also didn't sleep w/ him. Yay me. That's like 2 weeks w/o sleeping w/ anyone. Go Penny!
Also saw one of the nurses from my 'doctor's office' there (aka health center) who I 'met' for the first time (never knew her name b-4 now) & ate deer chili.
~thats right, die bambi, die~