Happiness is only Temporary. [Standalone]
Title: Happiness is only Temporary
Pairing: Seb/David, David/Jeff
Rating: PG idk
A/N: For
heartbreakhymnsbecuase she commented first on "The Last Song " :D
It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have asked you to do that. To tell everyone. You weren’t ready, so I waited, it took a few months before you Okayed it and I couldn’t stop grinning. I wanted to shout it to the world, how happy I was, we were. We told them, after a year of dating we finally told them, you were finally ready. They weren’t, they took it hard, thought we didn’t trust them. It took some explaining but they came round, not even our parents knew. But soon the whole world would, the camera was on again and it would no doubt end up on the web by some means. You look terrified as you stare into the lens, your deep hazel orbs wide with panic and all I want to do is hold you, but the look he’s giving me stops me from doing so. The taunting and nasty remarks from papers and supposed fans upsets you and you begin to avoid me. This is just the beginning, gradually we play less and less shows, there seem to be fewer fans and we barely speak.
It’s crashing and nothing can stop it, they all blame me, they don’t say it, but I can tell. We’re long over and I feel as if you’ve forgotten me. You seem happy now, we’re all happier, I think. It’s amazing I’ve never seen you smile like this, I feel overjoyed that you’ve found someone that can really love you. I realised long ago that I could never give you what you truly deserve, ad that hurts. To know that hes the one you wake up next to, the one you go to for cuddles. Never did I believe that so few worlds could rip apart an entire world.
You bounce around him, grinning like a mad thing, as you announce you’re engagement, and all in the room smile and congratulate you. My smile is weak and contradicted by the silent tears adorning my face. I’m happy for you, really I am.
You and Jeff can face the world together.
And once again, it’s just me against the world.
Pairing: Seb/David, David/Jeff
Rating: PG idk
A/N: For
heartbreakhymnsbecuase she commented first on "The Last Song " :D
It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have asked you to do that. To tell everyone. You weren’t ready, so I waited, it took a few months before you Okayed it and I couldn’t stop grinning. I wanted to shout it to the world, how happy I was, we were. We told them, after a year of dating we finally told them, you were finally ready. They weren’t, they took it hard, thought we didn’t trust them. It took some explaining but they came round, not even our parents knew. But soon the whole world would, the camera was on again and it would no doubt end up on the web by some means. You look terrified as you stare into the lens, your deep hazel orbs wide with panic and all I want to do is hold you, but the look he’s giving me stops me from doing so. The taunting and nasty remarks from papers and supposed fans upsets you and you begin to avoid me. This is just the beginning, gradually we play less and less shows, there seem to be fewer fans and we barely speak.
It’s crashing and nothing can stop it, they all blame me, they don’t say it, but I can tell. We’re long over and I feel as if you’ve forgotten me. You seem happy now, we’re all happier, I think. It’s amazing I’ve never seen you smile like this, I feel overjoyed that you’ve found someone that can really love you. I realised long ago that I could never give you what you truly deserve, ad that hurts. To know that hes the one you wake up next to, the one you go to for cuddles. Never did I believe that so few worlds could rip apart an entire world.
You bounce around him, grinning like a mad thing, as you announce you’re engagement, and all in the room smile and congratulate you. My smile is weak and contradicted by the silent tears adorning my face. I’m happy for you, really I am.
You and Jeff can face the world together.
And once again, it’s just me against the world.