"I suck at life like whoa..."

[tigger120585]

for whatever reason I haven't been updating this thing...

i havent updated the others much either... i gotta catch up...

um yeah, we're getting the carpet done tuesday... so we've been emptying out the bedrooms and all that good stuff... my room looks so weird, lol...

victor came over friday night and we watched movies and whatnot... things happened... i feel like after that night, i... matured? i guess?... idk, things just went one way or another... nothing officially happened... its just... ahh... idk what to say, lol.... i wanna talk to someone about it... but then again i dont... i called christine last night but she couldnt talk so she said shed call me today... so yeah... idk whats up with me...

i went to amandas sweet 16 last night... it was really nice and all that... she had a "court" thing... and it was cute... but it sucks cause its like, these select few are special and you guys suck... so um yeah... im glad it wasnt like that at my party.... everyone just came in their pajamas and had a good time, lol... but since shes puerto rican, it was a whole big deal... everyone was dressed all fancy... it was really nice though....

i took my sats yesterday... i probably did horrible... i didnt review for it or anything.... and i couldnt be bothered with it... blah... i suck...

alrighty, thats enough for now.... i really gotta get myself to update these things...