Days go by and still I think of you... Days when I couldn't live my life without you...
wow... tomorrow ill be back with victor for another 40 minutes or so... and i wish i had someone that i could talk to about exactly what happened that day, but i dont.
ive thought a lot about everything that happened outside tuesday. and i really mean everything. i wish i could get in detail about it here right now. because its a big story to tell. and i want someone to hear it. however, i definitely dont think im comfortable enough to tell anyone. at least not anyone i can think of. it has nothing to do with trusting someone. and it has nothing to do with how long ive known someone. its about... idk, just... maybe relating with someone? idk... all i know is that "this boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold."
um yeah... im kinda paranoid about tomorrow... i dont know exactly whats gonna happen...
:o/
ive thought a lot about everything that happened outside tuesday. and i really mean everything. i wish i could get in detail about it here right now. because its a big story to tell. and i want someone to hear it. however, i definitely dont think im comfortable enough to tell anyone. at least not anyone i can think of. it has nothing to do with trusting someone. and it has nothing to do with how long ive known someone. its about... idk, just... maybe relating with someone? idk... all i know is that "this boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold."
um yeah... im kinda paranoid about tomorrow... i dont know exactly whats gonna happen...
:o/